Writing from under the hairdryer

Evening lovies. So relaxing to have a few minutes to myself. I’m getting my monthly color and perm touch-up and I think about how I can make the transition beautiful back to reality when I’m done.

Under construction 🚧🏗️

Not too be full of flowers and peace vibes, but I needed THIS! Remember readers, it’s the 43rd death anniversary of my Father, brother and grandpa. I’m feeling pretty melancholy today. But, this is so uplifting! The finished product will be beautiful! I’ll show y’all!

Between the Graves’ disease, Father’s Day and just plain old aging, I’m worn out. THANK YOU GOD for the spa!

I’ll post a picture when I’m done on my site! It’ll be worth it. Just like waiting on the LORD for an answer, it’s worth the wait. Until later lovies, stay blessed and happy 😁 ✌🏾

It’s Friday y’all!

Snoopy always sets the mood! Peanuts.

Where to start…address the elephant in the room. If you watched television last night and didn’t turn your TV afterwards, you seen the trial. Even a glimpse, knowing what could be said and was.

While I cooked dinner, my 14 year old son came in the kitchen. I asked him if he remembered when the incident happened to bring us to a time such as this. His reply was “yes.” His face was blank. His arms weren’t crossed. Just “yeah.”

A typical replay from a teenage boy. I’ll accept! The tone of the room on TV was so somber. Words we’re spoken for the love of country. The value of freedom. Casualties of clash, heartfelt condolences and anguish to be proven right. Man…

So, since say got said, we move on. Until next week. But for now, it’s as if we’re waiting to exhale. Let the breath out!!

RELEASE

We’ll wait…until then, it’s Friday baby!!! Enjoy what you have! Hug your kids, kiss your husband! Kiss your wife! Life is for the living and it starts today!!!

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Stay cool and awesome y’all! You can do all things through Christ who strengthens YOU!!!!

How I’m living with Graves disease

I heard of it, but never thought it would affect ME.  I am a type 2 diabetic and have a family history of it. I also have high blood pressure and heart disease. Seems like something that Afro-American women are immuned too. I lost my grandma to type 2. So, let’s get into how I’m handling this beast.

I felt sluggish, a lot

I thought it was the diabetes or pre-menopause; since I’m 48.5. Until I had a work-up of blood lab work and seen the bulge, my doctor said, ‘let’s just watch it’. Then he passed away. An awesome general practitioner who also diagnosed my type 2 about 4 years ago. He also had me go see a specialty eye doctor since glaucoma ran in my family; and yes, I have that too. If I don’t take care of myself, it can develop into thyroid eye disease and my eyes will start bugling as well! WHEWWW!! Lord, take this wheel!!!

So, I’ve always been a fit woman and joined the Navy at 18. That kick started my journey for the last 30 years. A long time and I felt I can still do the exercising I wanted without deflating my joy for waking up early. NOPE. I felt so wiped out, that my kids, thank God they are self sufficent, got themselves up for school and would just kiss my sweaty forehead as I slept silently in the morning. ALL alarms were snoozed and I missed out on key AM mantras I had set for myself and felt like I had drank too much the night before.

Recently, my nurse practitioner seen my neck this past April. He sent me for a radioactive iodine uptake (RAU). I had too much in my system and BAM! I have Graves’ disease. Now, I’m not down or anything. I feel good knowing what’s really wrong. It’s not even my diabetes that got me feeling like i just walked off stage from dancing! Wiped out!

Thyroid Storm AND it doesn’t clear up right away

I had what they call a thyroid storm the other day. I didn’t tell my husband or family because I didn’t know what had happened! Saturday morning I had woke up as usual and wasn’t sweaty. Weird…I’m always sweaty. Thanks type 2! So I thought. A thyroid storm is when everything inside is moving faster; rapid heartbeat, fast pulse, maybe higher blood pressure and can send you into shock. Anyway, my day was a mess until like 7pm. Me and my husband had a disagreement on going somewhere, my oldest was here for her sisters’ graduation and I didn’t want to make her vacation miserable. So, I muddled through text fighting with him until I just stopped and we made up. When he got home from the outing, I told him about the storm I had. He hugged me so tight, I burped! LOL

I’m on anti-thyroid medication and watch what I eat. I try, keyword try, to get out of bed and start my day the way I used to. My morning mantras are becoming easier to do and I’m beginning yoga. Weight loss was not an issue and I just want to be healthy! Due to my hyperthyroidism, I got to my weight back to boot camp size; 149 and before the babies started.

Listen to your body and do a once over everu now and then. Keep doctor appointments and last but not leasr, ASK ASK ASK questions! Speak up! It’s your body and your family needs you around. Thanks ya’ll! Any questions, hit me up! I’m on Pinterest, queenc2u or just comment. Be blessed Peace

Because of them, I live!

New week, fresh opportunities

Hey y’all! Mondays bring fresh ideas and a new set of days to achieve anything you want! We recall the weekend and relish for more hours in the day. We can’t wait to see Wednesday, drag through Thursday until quitting time on Friday!

Even on a Wednesday!

I’m getting ahead of myself, but midweek can still be awesome 😎 new things are always on the horizon. Daily affirmations lay out how your day might go. Reassuring that everything is for you to have, you’ll get your blessings. Looking forward to getting to work on time, begins at rising. I’m not saying it’s ALL good 😊 ALL the time or always. I’m just saying if you desire it and manifest it, it’s yours!

You can have it ALL

The little things matter most. That one thing that held you back can make you look past the forest for the trees! Manifesting…aww… another post coming!

So, let’s have an awesome and productive week! Let’s look to Wednesday morning as a benchmark to say upon rising, what can I do today to reach my destiny? Sounds like a lot huh? Nope. Ask and it shall be given. Have a blessed week, lovies 🤩

Need inspiration? Check out my Pinterest boards! https://pin.it/2Uh6gIy

Clarity

Afternoon lovies. I lost my glasses last Friday. OMG OMG I have so many eye problems, I have to see everything all the time!! They we’re awesome progressives and transition in the sun. My husband tried to help look, my kids, my church!

Thank God I had my old bi-focal pair. They’ll help, for now.

my old glasses /00\

I absolutely LOVE my new ones!!

Now, the reason I’m writing this. Not clear about when I had them, being unclear if I took them off for writing something down. I wish I could see more clearly!!

The clarity of understanding. Knowing that what is in front of you, what have to look forward to. If I could only be more aware and not misplaced my glasses. I see that with new/old eyes, the road is long and winding. The road I CAN see clearly. Even though my old eyes are focused, I’ll have to live with limited vision, but not limited focus.

Photo by Matt Hardy on Pexels.com

This looks like the road going to Northern Nevada. Beautiful! The focus is in view and the road IS tiring. I’ll keep going, even with old eyes. Until next time. Be blessed. Peace

Just past the horizon..

Psalms 23 kinda day

Hey y’all! The fast was over last week and I’m STILL on cloud 9! No worries that it’s cloudy and windy in Sin City today, I’m looking beyond the bend of the earth!

I have so many opportunities coming and I thank God for my patience! I’m grateful for the deep breaths, the sighs and midnight prayers! So glad He’s a keeper!

Until Monday lovies, stay blessed!

The storm is clearing up

It’s so windy 🍃 in Vegas today! Something’s brewing and coming in fast!!! It’s Spring time and we get just THIS smidgen and then 🤯 100 degrees days!

As a native, I love Vegas summers! I was the kid outside in 111 grass playing kickball!! It built character, diligence and confidence.

Glad to be here too! I can see the finish line and I see the horizon, yup, that line. New better and more things to come!!

Until next time, stay beautiful ❤️ Cass

“I don’t care how long this takes, I am not giving up.” Joshua 1: 2-3 – Joyce Meyer

Good morning gorgeous! I absolutely love her way of thinking! Lot’s of exclamation marks, Yup! Tons of good energy! Heck yeah!!!!

But seriously, Thanking God this morning that I am able to still be at it and worrying being dissapated. Going through Lent, I feel compelled to continuously pray and ask for help. Not just from God; my husband, family and even Instagram!! Help can come in wild forms!

Just a few aah-hahs I had for the day and wante to share with y’all. Have an awesome day on purpose.

Purim, Esther and Easter ✝️

Hey y’all! It’s Purim, the fast of Esther. She was just a girl who decided to stand up and fight. Esther became the woman of the Bible who did what she did for God. Handling her business like a G, she’s the name that represents royal, thrones and good Godly behavior! The feeling of having a nation to take out of a pit, makes any woman feel beautiful! I am so grateful to be a woman at THIS time and at THIS place!

As Lent and Woman’s month is upon us, my fast is beneficial for me. My family is doing Keto with me 🤔😕 what to eat today? Not to get off topic, we need more from Him and less of this world. Let’s start today be seeking His face. If you have a chance, read the book of Esther in the Old testament. She filled a need and her name is emphasized for centuries. Have a great day and week!!! Cassie G